Brad and I just watched the last episode of the tonight show with Conan O'brien. I cried. I felt dumb but then I realized that oh hey I'm crying! I never cry. So to be honest I kind of felt relieved seeing how I was worried about my stone cold heart. Maybe it's a little off that I decided to make my soft and squishy emotions debut on a late night talk show but hey that's the kind of girl I am. I have always been a fan of Conan O'brien, for as long as I can remember. He truly is the last face I see before I shut my eyes at night. I guess I should add that I love my husbands face more right now. But I really do watch his show every night on hulu (my fav) before I go to sleep. It's an end of an era. So if you cried as well, don't feel embarrassed. Don't feel ashamed. Don't feel badly that you didn't even have one little tear shed on your own wedding day and had to hand your new husband your handkerchief that your mother made you in case you cried and you even bought expensive waterproof mascara because surely you'd be a mess and you needed to take pictures but oh wait you have a stone cold iron-plated heart so you remained untouched even though you tried to think of something really sad so that people wouldn't think you were weird and not "feeling" the moment. No no, you save the good stuff for cancellations of late night talk shows. It's totally normal. For the record I was "feeling" it. Just not as much as when CoCo said good-bye I guess. Whoops.
p.s: yesterday I made the best cd mix of all time. seriously it's epic I even may have teared up while playing it. Just don't tell Brad. I am thinking I want to do my first blog give-away! So if you want to win one of my amazing mind-blowing face melting mix's leave a comment below. Also you probably will have a 1 in 5 chance so I'd do it. It'll make you happy. And I cant promise anything, but you'll probably lose 5 pounds just listening to it. It's that good.
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So you are saying that you had the same experience as Cameron Diaz on The Holiday - except hers was because of a random boy she had just slept with. So yeah, yours is better.
And PS - because I am family I have to win the CD giveaway. You owe me for teaching you my ways:)
Love you!
tanner and i watched conan's last show last night in bed. i also got so sad about the situation and seriously love him. i am not as extreme as you however and did not shed tears. i love how you described it and totally can relate to what you were saying!
and yes, please pick me for the cd! if it is good work out music i am in desperate need since i am going back to the gym before this pregnancy makes me too fat. if its chill music, you know with eli i can always use a calming force in our place! convinced?
I didn't even know you had a blog! Hooray for the constant flow of information through facebook.
I LOVE that you are a kindred robot (that's what my friend calls it). I rarely am moved to tears and Erik's a softy, which leads to many situations where we have vastly disparate emotions--awkward. Erik has been living it up during the hormonal fluctuations of the past 10 months or so...Anyway, I felt almost tearful during CoCo's goodbye speech and made a resolution to be less cynical. What a man.
Would love to hear this new mix, and would settle for just seeing the play list.
Lets just say im a 21 yr old that has 2 kids under two... I deserve a cd that might modivate me to run off this baby weight! lol
or you could come visit and be my personal trainer!!! ah i miss you lex.
YES PLEASE!!! I want your CD, you make the best, I still have AND listen to all the CD's you made me...and we're best friends, so you should pick me!
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